So ya,as i could not find any Dr to sign for my medical marijuana application form i have had to try n score weed at various locations,with various results.From ripped off,to getting great weed,to getting raided!Sure wish they would concentrate on crack as that shit seem's to be all over the place these days!Weed is hard to come by it seems in this city is sudbury.The ONLY HIV specialist DR Sandre is a great person that has saved many many lives.I once showed him disrespect out of desperation ,but thats another story.I am here blogging about how hard it is finding a DR that will sign for medical weed,& its the same answer,its an HIV issue & your DR looking after your HIV should be taking care of it,not me.=(other DRs)}So because i live in sudbury Northern Ontario,i am refused the rights another HIV+ person is given in MOST other citys in Canada!When will this BS stop?Y must i be treated like a criminal -especially when i have worked so hard on developeing my personal skills (with great help from the Ontario Aids Network)& as i have applied for a position of research asisstent,i was thinking that this was the most promising year of all.Its going to be another drawn out battle,where the stress will take its tole,as it always does to people.How bad my health suffers because of all this bullshit is a question i cannot answer right now,as i am in great health except for my tooth(killin me)& i plan to take care of that soon=tooth out!Y do i suffer needless pain?My fear of dentists runs deep these days!That & my fear of losing my freedom.I am NOT afraid of jail,as its a place that ,sad to say,i am used to.There were a few xmas's spent inside lookin out,& its not pretty i must admit.depression runs so deep n cold at xmas time in jails all over the planet.Folks inside lose hope at this time of yr when they are inside,& the depression grows all the more.I thank GOD i am not there today.but,he maybe sending me back,to talk to someone,who know's?GOD works in mysterious ways but he does work.I know this for a fact folks.I have seen alot of stuff & much of it not very pretty.But,in the end,my faith & hope is in HIM,GOD,so who can stand against me?Is Christian faith any stronger or weaker then the muslim faith?How about the Buddists?Does GOD love 1 race more then any other?I am NOT GOD so i dont know these answers.I think its in the seeking that we find GOD!LOVE one another,as i have loved YOU!Simple enough commandment eh folks>?PEACE,LOVE,& HAPPINESS TO ALL MEN & WOMAN ON EARTH!!!& have a great day eh!
